Living in Chaos(ft. Average Joe)

Fear (ft. Fake friends) If there's something about confidence that continues to intrigue me, it's that this so-called confidence is fragile, as fragile as a piece of glass. I remember, back in high school, my Math teacher had us take a test, now, I was someone with a small amount of love for this subject, and I remember, when I walked up to the board to solve a question, I lost it. My brain stopped working and I got an easy question wrong, I cried about it for two periods, and my "friend" laughed and said "We thought you were smart"  The gravity of words is something not many people realise. Words can make up a person's day or break their confidence apart, some people genuinely do not realise how their words affect people, but some people do, and they still say things that break your confidence apart like glass shards For 14-year-old me, this was the end, I felt like a failure, a loser, an idiot, all the words out there for a person. I've felt insecu...

Welcome to Pride Month!  ( Disclaimer- The author of the blog is young and inexperienced. Nothing written in the below blog attempts to hurt sentiments, I apologise in advance if anything is offensive.)  Now I know I'm 2 days late, and I apologise for that but here's to happy pride month! We all deserve to express ourselves and be whoever we want, and honestly we should be proud of that!! So here's to another chaotic post! Well, I am someone who struggles with identifying my sexuality, like I've stated before I'm not old and wise, I'm pretty young yeah? (that's not saying that the old and wise are experts in this area, I mean, I'm super inexperienced) and the whole identifying your sexuality thing is so difficult for me, like where do I start? What do I do? and the whole thing, but my friends who have identified their sexualities tell me that there is no starting point, and this confuses me so much, because how do you discover yourself hmm? And that'...

What's going on? Wait, I'm blogging now?  ( Disclaimer- The author of the blog is young and inexperienced. Nothing written in the below blog attempts to hurt sentiments, I apologise in advance if anything is offensive. Please enjoy reading!  )  When I think about comfort, I think about a sofa, Netflix and some snacks. That’s my comfort zone, and to be fairly honest, I love it and I wouldn’t want to change it. I mean who would? That’s the sad reality, humans never want to change the ordinary and do something extraordinary, me included. Never in my life have I thought about “growing” or “doing something new”, so what brings me, an average joe, to this website? Well, to be fairly honest, I’m tired. In my life, I’ve never actually done something out of the blue, I play by the rules, I’m a good kid, I watch all those motivational videos on YouTube and I like those “organize my life with me” type of videos. Every night, I find myself falling back to the same routine that I so...